clearing my head a bit

So all I ever draw anymore are chibis ..... XP they're quick, fun, and cute.     but...

I miss drawing my OCs. But I feel so incredibly rusty that I almost feel...too far drifted to go back?
I would still love to keep drawing my OCs, make them better, tell their story...but its getting harder and harder. I want their story to be a certain way and it keeps changing in my head.
My OCs are not attending my head-space as often as they used to, making it hard to get a grip of where they want to go. Still there, just kinda floating around occasionally.

I don't regret getting into cosplay because it's something that I really really enjoy. I get to make stuff! I get to create something from a 2D image and make it into a reality. I get to work with different mediums and explore other art forms. I love working on cosplays! I'm pretty much self taught in a lot of things I do - cosplay is no different.

I will be trying my best this year to not lose my OCs. I still want to draw them. I still love them! I still want to draw and get better and improve! ....it just may not be at a rate that I would like. It'll be slow going at this rate.. but I need to accept that. Which is a bit hard for me.